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Subject: The Last Email to John Davis

This is in response to John's stilted Stepford type email to me. THIS is what John Davis read just before he wrote me his stupid email and then blew his own brains out.

To: Xloptuny@aol.com

Cc: nadramia@panix.com, maninblack@prodigy.com, hpoelzig@ix.netcom.com

Subject: Re: Private

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Full-Name: Krasni Tararishchi

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Great message John,

Now, tell it to your wife who pretty much dragged it on trying to GET information from Chaos. And so? He gave her the short version. The extremely short version lacking the proofs and whatever else.

As far as Peg, Pete, or I are concerned - this is over. Peg asked me to "get proof" for a, b, c, d, and e, and I did exactly what I said I'd do: GET IT. That neither you nor your wife nor that woman Ygraine "knew about this" is not my concern. What good would it have been if everyone knew? I'd have ended up with NO PROOF for a, b, c, d, and e for Peggy. That Ygraine is more than willing to spill her entire version of this crap, dating back to ancient days, is obvious: she spilled it to me (a total stranger) and in conclusion spills it to everyone else. Now she has more shit to spill - her versions of course.

Do you imagine that HP wants to deal with such goings on in the COS that surely could get the COS sued? Criminally if one wants to push it, but definitely in a civil court? Do you think they have a BIG legal fund to defend themselves? You must live in such a tiny world! There is a world out there too. It can impact on the COS and everyone connected to it. Oh gee, never thought of that? Sure you did.

You did not see what 2 short emails and other things I sent to Pete, and Peg but NOT to the cc'd gallery in the market place, regarding your wife's BLAHHH response to the market place and Ygraine's paranoid delusions about Big Bad Tani.

It's over and done with. Chaos marked that "private" to your wife since she CONTINUED to try to get information from him. Oh yes. I have the log and showed only TWO PEOPLE: Peg and Pete. This is not the first time your wife did this: an interrogation - as if she has a right to interrogate anyone.

She was speculating on Liz Dictator when she knew damned well who that was - and when this is OVER with. She wants it to end, but there she is, talking to Chaos about one thing but then finding a way to DRAG IT, this shit, into our sphere AGAIN. It's gone, out, out of our sphere. PERIOD.

What Chaos wrote her is very slim on facts, but 100% factual.

Tell this wonderful email you wrote to your wife who repeatedly puts cc to Ygraine on everything she sends. Why does she do this? And of all things, letting Nagy see that when P and P sent the document to HP herself? Obviously, this was stuff you were not privy to, nor was your wife. But she had to do that? She kept bugging Chaos for this - oh, she'd wish this or that would end, but then SHE BRINGS IT ALL UP again poking around for information? Chaos felt he should tell her - as a friend! Duh. He called, Gerber answered my phone, relayed the message (paraphrase) "Can Sir Chaos tell Jacqueline the bare facts about this?" I got on the phone. Chaos showed me, she keeps bringing it up, she keeps bugging people, she keeps probing to try to find out. I said "yeah, go ahead, tell her the bare facts." Whatever *else* he said to her is his business.

Oh, rest assured that nothing Chaos said has changed any opinion I already held about Jacqueline....

Ygraine was kicked out of the COS by Doc himself and for a lot less than she's been up to lately. Now she's back. Do YOU think it's so wise to get so chummy with a person who's STILL DOING what she did when Doc kicked her out? And let us apply the same standards: you fret over Les Masters' stupid flames? He has stopped flaming the COS having come to some reasoning about the entire org. He sees for himself that one person doesn't make "the whole org." Oh, can't HE change?

Chaos offered to do something for you, computer stuff, or so it looks that way - for free? I don't know anything about it. Your wife has a simple option, instead of playing interrogation games leading to probes about gossip she heard: she can say YES OR NO. Period. Chaos is a very generous person by nature. Here, see for yourself what prompted Chaos to ask he if he could tell her the bare facts about this MESS that ENDED ONE MONTH AGO.

<JacquelineSCS> As far as the bs going on within the CoS right now?  I

cannot speak for John, but I personally find it pathetic and sad.

<Sir_Chaos> Heh heh heh.  Drama queens in a bucket.  In actuality very

little is going on.

NOTE THIS:

<Sir_Chaos> Heh heh heh.  Drama queens in a bucket.  In actuality very

little is going on.

<JacquelineSCS> Perhaps.  I don't know...I am not connected to the

higher-ups.  But I grow weary of the 'goings-on'.

That is a PROBE, dear. Chaos just said VERY LITTLE is going on. She could NOT accept that.

<Sir_Chaos> Perhaps if you told me what you think is "going on" I could

clarify things for you.

<JacquelineSCS> Well, though I know Mag. J is a friend of yours - and

indeed is a friend of mine - it has been perceived by some that her

recent activities have been a 'crusade' against Rev. S.  Before you think

you have 'juice' to tell her, be aware that she and I have talked about

this extensively, so there's nothing new.

NOTE: This is an idea out of the brain of Ygraine - WHO REALLY HAS a reason to hate Andre if that LONG detailed thing she said is true. True or not, that is her perception of what happened between her and Andre. I don't know Andre! I know nothing about him. SOMETHING in that long detailed account apparently has "betrayed Peggy." I have NO idea what that could be.

* Sir_Chaos nods.

<JacquelineSCS> Now, as a good little obedient SCS student *choking with

laughter*, explain what is going on?

<Sir_Chaos> You understand, right, that *I* was a primary contributor to

that "crusade" - and I can say easily that there was none.

NOTE AGAIN:

<Sir_Chaos> You understand, right, that *I* was a primary contributor to

that "crusade" - and I can say easily that there was none.

<Sir_Chaos> What was discovered actually quite vindicated Shlesinger.

<JacquelineSCS> Rev. S is not a popular guy.  For me, it stops right

there.

<JacquelineSCS> As I have told Mag. J:  Rev. S doesn't like me.  I don't

like him.  We live and let live.  End of story.

NO it is not end of story as she CONTINUES to probe for answers: And she SHOULD have shut up after Chaos said "vindicated Schlesinger." But she did NOT shut up. She had to prattle on.

<Sir_Chaos> What occurred was primarily fueled by a number of complaints

- mostly, I gotta tell ya damn near all (but not entirely) false ones.

<JacquelineSCS> Really!  I'm guessing Nancy?

<Sir_Chaos> The only "crusade" was to calm the shit down, that all the

whining can stop.

<JacquelineSCS> Apparently it has.

<Sir_Chaos> nancy...  O, that girl.

<Sir_Chaos> She originally had a very valid complaint.  But she blew up.

<JacquelineSCS> I made peace with that chit via email, and then she

turned around and attacked me.  I have no use for her -at all-.

We already know this, we already SAW the drama - why is Jacqueline REPEATING this? To BORE US? 20 god damned people saw it. She is DWELLING on it by mouthing off about it AGAIN right here.

<Sir_Chaos> Now she is close to being banned even from here, for blowing

up like that.

<JacquelineSCS> Yes, she did attack several people for no reason.

Again, we KNOW THIS duh. She likes to tell us that the world is round, too maybe?

<Sir_Chaos> She drags that shit on and on and on and on and on, she

brings innocent people into her battles, etc.  You know what I mean.

<Sir_Chaos> The validity of her original complaint has been undone in

triplicate by her own harrassment.

<JacquelineSCS> You would not believe what I have heard she's done to

Rev. S.  Not pretty.  And, no, I won't elaborate.

<Sir_Chaos> But no, it is more than Nancy.  I can't name names though, as

there was a lot of confidentiality involved, and I hear much that I did

not even see.

<JacquelineSCS> We are both discreet, as we should be.

YEAH, SHE WANTS TO KNOW. Hush Hush Hush.

<Sir_Chaos> You hear of a "LizDictator"?

<JacquelineSCS> I have.

<Sir_Chaos> Oooh, she started a lot of shit.  Unbelievable drama.

<JacquelineSCS> She's just a nut.  Do any of us know who she really is?

As Ygraine said "remember honey, Dr. Joe told us it was the Nagy's." So why is she ASKING Chaos this damned question? SHIT DISTURBER.

<Sir_Chaos> Far above either of our heads.  "She" is of the Magistrate.

<Sir_Chaos> It has been proven who she was.

<JacquelineSCS> Nancy?  *chokes laughing*

<Sir_Chaos> No, not Nancy.  Liz.

<JacquelineSCS> Oh, I know her name...but who is she?  Is she really

headed for jail?

NOTE: SHE ASKS THIS YET MENGELE ALREADY TOLD HER AND YGRAINE EXACTLY WHO LIZ WAS. THE NAGY'S. SHE ALSO BRINGS UP OTHER GOSSIP. WHY? CAUSE SHE WANTS IT ALL TO END? Our kind are not in the habit of talking about such SOAP OPERA nothingness. She incessantly brings it up. And Ygraine ONLY talks about such things. Oh yeah, when she's not talking about that NOISE she makes that she calls music.

<JacquelineSCS> Liz?

<JacquelineSCS> Really.

<JacquelineSCS> I always thought she was Mag. J.

<Sir_Chaos> HAAAA!

<Sir_Chaos> Yes, LizDictator.  Not Mag Jantsang at all.

<JacquelineSCS> Hold on for a few, if you will.  I need to speak with

Stewart.

Session Close: Fri Jun 23 21:04:05 2000

Sir Chaos dictates from the telephone, he'll be gone for a week: (asked me to give this to Pete and Peggy). I did.

"Jaqueline was not so freaky before when I met her online. It's kind a recent thing for her to twitch like this. There is somthing fishy about this "girlfriends" shit. I suspect a clinger, and if it's so, she may have also touched Peggy. Keep an eye out. I'm not exactly sure what's up with Jacqueline but I know she was a different girl when I met her and Tani said she was friendly to her also. Now you can almost see Ygraine's words coming out of Jacqueline. Ygraine reached out and stained Roccio and you can see its effects. She seems to do this to multiple people, with similar manifestations in each. They get all bitchy and nasty and otherwise klippothic. Keep an eye out. I don't know where Ygraine gets that from, that I'm cold. Last I saw her I was asking her about her CD but I have not seen her in about a week."

Previous to this, logs were shown to Pete and Peggy with your wife INSINUATING she just got off the phone with someone "on high." When I wrote to Peggy about this NON-issue - Peggy told me didn't even know what it was about. So I showed Peggy: Little Jacqui playing Gestapo with me about the rules VAD AND I agreed on. Bickering and quibbling with me over what the damned Council of Nine did or did not say. Insinuating to me that she is "in the know from way on high." She should SEE what Peg wrote about having MANY COS chat rooms and how good that would be. No, she didn't see it. Who the hell does she think she is to butt into shit she is NOT involved in and SHOULD NOT BE involved in? She doesn't like to take NO for an answer? She stomps her little foot, whaa whaa whaa with her interrogation of people who will not BUDGE ONE INCH. She is worse than Nancy who at least KNOWS how to back down and STOP. But she is as BAD as Nancy is at coming onto chatrooms and starting fights with people who are peacefully chatting on there. AS BAD.

Ygraine can feel free to have paranoid delusions that "Big Bad Tani" is influencing the world against her. Bullshit. MANY people don't like her because she's an overbearing bitch; many people don't like it when they see the new NOT-improved Jacqueline and the new NOT-improved Roccio tearing into a newbie on satannet for NO reason at all. ONE such person is a friend of Pete and Peg and witnessed this atrocious behavior: NORMA. This is the reason this shit is going on. Your own stupid, god damned behavior, your own SMALL little petty lives. And oh yeah, the BIG CLUE: MANY people's blood turns ice cold when they see a chat room that existed long before Big Bad Tani was ever online or in the know about it - a chat room made by YGRAINE AND NAGY that promoted Auschwitz and made mockery of such human misery. Many people turn ICE cold about such matters and find the notion that someone gets "turned on" by it despicable.

WAKE UP. And STOP emailing me. I'm busy doing things I like to do that have nothing to do with "girlfriends clubs" or klip-talk about bullshit. You are cluttering up my mailbox with this shit.

I'll give you one BIG fact we uncovered with our necessarily SNEAKY investigation: Nagy hates Andre and poses as Liz Dictator "and if yu don't agree with Liz you are an asshole - and Liz is connected, Liz is on high there, Liz has power blah blah." YOU and your wife hate Andre. And Ygraine has 100 times a reason to hate that boy and there is no way in hell anyone "gets over" that kind of treatment. BIG CONCLUSION: ANDRE HAS DONE NO WRONG, save being very rude to some people. That is what we proved. ANDRE: INNOCENT OF CHARGES. OTHERS did what he got blamed for. And THAT is part of what went to HP Blanche Barton to see - and to Peg and Pete in the form of logs and emails. Now you know. Now please SHUT UP!

And you DO realize, I HAVE said, that OTHERS can read what's emailed to this address?

Mag Tani Jantsang at this email for now.

This is probably the most horrible email ever sent - but did he ever read it?

Who said what is shown. What is written with "Tani:" before it, is something I said previously before John was a corpse. What is written as "John" is his LAST grunt: NOTE THE DATE! (I have full headers of the original trash he wrote.) What is in capital letters is what I explained to friends and one person in particular wondering why I don't give a flying fuck if the man croaked, note that said friends also hated the man; these "Comments" have been fixed (not changed) for a general audience. Who shall we blame for provoking me to post this? Ygraine. She said: "I will fuck with you until the day I die." She said. And again, as if unable to STOP herself she said "If it's the last thing I do, I'll make you suffer for this."

I DO NOT THINK SO!!! And so? Because Mother Hen (Ygraine) continues to obsess over me. I POST THIS DOCUMENT. All she has to do - it STOP and STAND STILL. CEASE AND DESIST. She obviously can't do this despite her claims of "love" for Jacqueline. And the more she obsesses and provokes, the more THEY will get hurt. It's very, very simple. She has NO self control. All she can do is whine Christian bullshit about "decency?" LOOK NOW AT DECENCY. LOOK WHAT THIS BASTARD WROTE ME - 100 WORSE THAN HE EVER WROTE TO LORD EGAN OR RON MERSHON. READ IT! Decency? Look at the sewer rats talking about decency. Look at the equivalent of Nazi war criminals, misshapen and ugly, brutish women on trial, BEGGING the judges for mercy. Heh.

Background in short: I dissected Jacqui's logs where she was bugging Sir Chaos. The ENTIRE logs were shown to Peggy, no problem. Jacqueline was probing into nonsense that was over and done with more than 1 month ago. I'm dissecting this and commenting in capital letters on his ranting frothing nonthingness for anyone that has no idea what the moron is talking about. Where would he get such stupid ideas? OBVIOUSLY from Ygraine, the bitch I flamed about 4 years ago for ha ha, calling Karl "fat." LOOK WHO'S TALKING!

THIS IS PROBABLY THE MOST HORRIBLE EMAIL YOU WILL EVER SEE. IT IS BRUTAL, IT IS BLUNT AND I MEAN EVERY GOD DAMNED WORD I SAY IN HERE. IF YOU ARE NOT CAPABLE OF READING IT: DON'T. I AM NEITHER SOFT NOR ROMANTIC. BUT WHAT JOHN SAID TO ME, PROBALY HIS LAST WORDS IN EMAIL ON EARTH, IS WORSE!

BEHOLD; JOHN'S LAST GRUNT!

From: Xloptuny@aol.com

To: (Tani Jantsang) (where he emailed it is deleted)

Cc: nadramia@panix.com, maninblack@prodigy.com, hpoelzig@ix.netcom.com,

	 JacquelineSCS@aol.com, PBYgraine@aol.com

Date: Mon, 26 Jun 2000 01:38:27 EDT

Subject: Re: Private

NOTE THE TIME (I have the full header on the original)

Tani: Great message John,

John: Damned straight.

Tani: Now, tell it to your wife [...]

John: How about you 'go tell it on the mountain,' or 'at the mountains of madness,' or Yuggoth or whatever realm of psychosis it is from it is that you hail.

Comment: PATHETIC STUPID SHIT? - I DIDN'T WRITE STUPID SHIT. HE DID. CHOICES: WRITE SOMETHING STUPID OR LISTEN TO WHAT I'M SAYING AND USE LOGIC. HE CHOSE STUPIDITY.

Tani: As far as Peg, Pete, or I are concerned - this is over.

John: Magister Gilmore's and Magistra Nadramia's opinions I value and respect, yours I do not. Get over yourself. Magister Gilmore and Magistra Nadramia are productive, creative, and dynamic members of the Church of Satan Magistrate; you are a nutjob, plain and simple.

Comment: THAT IS WHY SOME PEOPLE STRUGGLE TO MAKE ENDS MEAT AND I'M RETIRED YOUNG?- THE REFERENCE TO "YUGGOTH" ABOVE SHOWS NOTHING BUT MEALY MOUTHED JEALOUSY OF A MYTHOS ZINE WE HAVE. PETTY MAN. THERE ARE NO STORIES ABOUT YUGGOTH IN THE ZINE. OH, BUT STORIES ABOUT YUGGOTH HPL WROTE ARE ABOUT SEVERED HEADS PUT INTO CANS AND TAKEN TO PLANET YUGGOTH. PERHAPS JOHN WAS TRYING TO GET THERE SINCE *HE* WAS OBSESSED WITH THIS?

Tani: Peg asked me to "get proof" for a, b, c, d, and e, and I did exactly what I said I'd do: GET IT. That neither you nor your wife nor that woman Ygraine "knew about this" is not my concern. What good would it have been if everyone knew? I'd have ended up with NO PROOF for a, b, c, d, and e for Peggy.

John: Blah blah blah...that entire bit could be paraphrased as follows: "I'm tani jantsang, and I thrive on this intrigue bullshit." End of story.

Comment: FAR FROM IT. AFTER OVER 100 PEOPLE COMPLAIN AND I PROMISE TO TAKE IT TO PETER AND PEGGY, WHAT? THEY COULD NOT LOOK INTO IT? NO, THEY ASKED ME TO GET PROOF. I DID NOT ENJOY A BIT OF IT - NOR DID ANYONE THAT HELPED ME TO DO IT. I HATED IT. BUT THE DAVIS COUPLE ARE KNOWN FOR PETTY, MEALY MOUTHED GOSSIP. DON'T BELIEVE ME? ASK MORGENNE (NORMA). AS ANY NEWBIE CAN TELL, THE DAVIS' WERE PART OF THE GOD DAMNED PROBLEM, GANGING UP ON PEOPLE FOR NO REASON AT ALL AND PLAYING JUVENILE GAMES WITH THEM, INTERROGATING THEM AS TO HOW MUCH LAVEYAN SCRITURE THEY KNEW. TIRESOME TRIPE. POINT IS THE DOCUMENT, ONCE COMPILED, WAS SENT TO BLANCHE. WHAT HAPPENS NEXT IS SOMETHING I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT. IT'S DONE. I DID WHAT I PROMISED AND THAT'S IT. AND SOME OF THE NEWBIES ASKING ME TO DO THIS OUGHT TO COME OUT RIGHT NOW AND OPEN THEIR MOUTHS. WHAT' STOPPING THEM? FEAR? THAT'S THE PROBLEM: FEAR.

Tani: Do you imagine that HP wants to deal with such goings on in the COS that surely could get the COS sued?

John: And can you imagine in whatever corner of your mind that might not yet be completely off the deep end that High Priestess Barton would like to get on with the business of raising her and Doktor's son, running the Church of Satan, and forging a happy and productive existence rather than dealing with the inane, rambling bullshit of persons such as yourselves who, having nothing positive to contribute, must necessarily fill their empty, pale, shallow and meaningless existences with such humbug and tripe? Face it, jantsang, without these intrigues and sundry bullshit...you'd just be bored. Some Satanist.

Comment: HAPPY PRODUCTIVE EXISTENCE? PRODUCTIVE? HOW ABOUT DONATING SOME BLOOD TO THE CHURCH OF SATAN. I MAKE MONEY FROM WHAT I PRODUCE AND I DO NOT PRODUCE "FOR" OTHERS PER SE. I RETIRED AT 36 - QUITE WELL OFF. LISTEN TO THIS SERF ATTITUDE HERE COMING FROM THE MIGHTY SAMURAI. I HATE THE INTRIGUES AND WISH THERE WERE ABSOLUTELY NO SECRETS IN THE NEW CHURCH OF SATAN. THE SECRETS SUCK AND THE FASCIST FACTION SUCKS MOST OF ALL AND IS RESPONSIBLE FOR THE SECRETS AND GAMES.

Tani: (The COS could be sued for some of this shit.) Criminally if one wants to push it, but definitely in a civil court? Do you think they have a BIG legal fund to defend themselves? You must live in such a tiny world!

John. You must think you live on Yuggoth, drama queen bee.

Comment: NOTE THE DELIBERATE BRAIN-DEAD EVASION OF THE STATEMENT. HIS WIFE AND MOTHER HEN ARE THE PARAMOUNT DRAMA QUEENS. I AM NOT. I'M NOT INTO PERSONAL SHIT - AND MY FRIENDS KNOW THIS. I'M ALSO NOT INTO DOC'S PERSONAL SHIT, I COULD CARE LESS WHAT THE MAN DID IN HIS LIFE OR SAID ABOUT IT. EVERYONE KNOWS THIS THAT KNOWS ANYTHING ABOUT ME. I DON'T CARE ABOUT HIS BATTLING OFFSPRING OR THE LOST HOUSE OR ANY OF IT: I NEVER DID.

Tani: You did not see what 2 short emails and other things I sent to Pete, and Peg but NOT to the cc'd gallery in the market place, regarding your wife's BLAHHH response to the market place and Ygraine's paranoid delusions about Big Bad Tani.

John: What you might or might not have emailed to Magister Gilmore and his mate is none of my concern; I can only empathize with the gentleman in question for having to waste some of his time (again, one's most valuable commodity) reading and dealing with your nutjob bullshit. As far as what you term my "wife's BLAHHH response to the market place": my wife, as I, am sick of the rumor-mongering, shit-disturbing actions of persons such as yourself. See above regarding your psychological need for such nonsense to send some small frisson of delight, some spark of life through a long-dead individual, a babbling corpse. "Big Bad Tani..."?!

Again: get over yourself: you don't matter.

Comment: THEY ARE SICK OF IT? IT WAS ALL QUIET UNTIL THE LITTLE BITCH BUGGED SIR CHAOS ABOUT IT AND - SHE DID IT MORE THAN ONCE.

Tani: It's over and done with. Chaos marked that "private" to your wife since she CONTINUED to try to get information from him. Oh yes. I have the log and showed only TWO PEOPLE: Peg and Pete. This is not the first time your wife did this: an interrogation - as if she has a right to interrogate anyone.

John: My wife has the right to do whatever she goddamn well pleases. Does that rankle your highness' feathers? Tough shit - chew on it. "Oh yes. I have the log..." You're a shit-disturber who feeds on this intrigue bullshit to feed your pathetic and emaciated ego.

Comment: RIGHT AND I HAVE THE RIGHT TO EMAIL THE ENTIRE, STINKING, DOGHOUSE, KENNEL, SHIT TO EGAN AND AQUINO AND PAT ROBERTSON - AND I MIGHT DO IT JUST TO CAUSE THEM SO MUCH TROUBLE THAT THEY'LL FORGET ABOUT ME. OH, THEY HAVE ALREADY PRETTY MUCH STOPPED. I THINK THAT LAST BOUT OF DRAMA WITH EMAILS SHUT THEM ALL THE FUCK UP: SIGH! (WHAT IS IT WITH THESE BITCHES? THEY STARTED UP AGAIN?)

Tani: She was speculating on Liz Dictator when she knew damned well who that was: IT IS JEFF NAGY- and when this is OVER with. She wants it to end, but there she is, talking to Chaos about one thing but then finding a way to DRAG IT, this shit, into our sphere AGAIN. It's gone, out, out of our sphere. PERIOD. John: It is you and your lapdog, "sir" chaos, who perpetuate this bullshit.

John: Fuck you both.

Comment: BRILLIANT NON-COMMENT! LOOK AT THE BIGGEST LAPDOGS AND LACKIES IN THE COS CALLING SIR CHAOS A LAPDOG! NO, WE PERPETUATED NOTHING, WE ENDED IT ONCE AND FOR ALL, JUST AS OLE WOLF AND VAD AND KAIDEN AND YUSCHENKO THE MANY OTHERS I WON'T NAME WHO SAW IT ALL SAID. WE FINISHED IT.

Tani: What Chaos wrote her is very slim on facts, but 100% factual.

John: The allow facts into your wing of the mental ward? Interesting....

Comment: HEH, ME? MENTAL WARD? I DON'T THINK SO. THESE PEOPLE ARE BONAFIDE LUNATICS AND JOHN PROVED THAT TO EVERYONE ON ALT.SATANISM, AS DID HIS WIFE.

Tani: Tell this wonderful email you wrote to your wife

John: Here's another fact from the real, non-Yuggoth world which your Wardens may or may not confiscate in fear of you hurting yourself: I hit 'reply all' to send my email of earlier today. Genius.

Comment: PERHAPS HE BLEW OFF HIS HEAD IN ORDER TO VISIT YUGGOTH? LOL. LISTEN TO THIS SHIT.

Tani: who repeatedly puts cc to Ygraine on everything she sends. Why does she do this?

John: Doesn't it just bug the ever-livin' shit out of you to not know so much? Well, here's the answer to your question regarding why my wife cc's Ygraine: suffer, figure it out by yourself. If I were to feed you anything, it'd be shards of glass. Choke.

Comment: A DEATH WISH? I DON'T THINK SO, HE'S DEAD. I'M FINE. CHOKE ON THAT. AND IF ANYONE THINKS HE IS, ER, WAS NOT UNDER MOTHER HENS'S THUMB, READ IT AGAIN.

Tani: Obviously, this was stuff you were not privy to, nor was your wife.

John: How very Russian of you: state secrets. Idiot.

Comment: RACIST PIG SHOWS HIS COLORS. I'M NOT RUSSIAN. WHAT THE FUCK? HOW VERY PETER AND PEGGY OF ME - SINCE THEY ASKED FOR IT.

Tani: But she had to do that?

John: Again, simpleton: it is my wife's purview to do what she wishes, when and where she wishes. Don't like it? So fucking what.

Comment: INSTEAD OF SEEING THE LOGIC OF WHAT I PROVED HIS BITCH DID, HE WHINES PATHETIC EXCUSES. "HIS WIFE'S PURVIEW TO DO WHAT SHE WISHES" HE SAYS? - MAYBE MR AND MRS DAVIS SENIOR SHOULD BE PRIVY TO SCS AND MAYBE THE WHOLE POLICE FORCE SHOULD BE PRIVY TO THE STATE SECRET TOO. BIG WORLD WIDE SECRET ORGANIZATION, THE "SCS" YEAH, RIGHT. TARARTHUT JUST GOT A BIG SPECIAL PROMOTION IN IT AND SHE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW MARTIAL ARTS. MEANWHILE THERE IS A STUDENT THAT KNOWS MARTIAL ARTS AND HE'S IGNORED? LOL. EGO MARTIAL ARTS. HE'S THE ONE WITH A SECRET ORG. NOT ME. HE LIVED A GOD DAMNED MORON AND DIED A WORSE ONE. HE'S NOT ONLY NOT A NICE PERSON, HE'S A FUCKING STUPID MORON.

Tani: [sir chaos] called, Gerber answered my phone, relayed the message (paraphrase) "Can Sir Chaos tell Jacqueline the bare facts about this?" I got on the phone.

John: Of course you got your stupid ass on the phone...you wouldn't want to be left out of the loop, so to speak, on which rumors you wished to disseminate, perpetuate. By the by, my wife never once 'bugged' chaos for information or any other such bullshit. Do you Russkies have a paranoia gene that is lacking in us Americans?

Comment: NO, IT WAS MORE OF "OH NO, NOW WHAT, WHAT THE FUCK?" LOOK AT JOHN TWISTING THIS TO BE SOMETHING MORE THAN IT WAS, IN REALITY IT WAS A YAWN. "OF COURSE I GOT ON THE PHONE?" UH, IT WAS MY HOUSE SIR CHAOS CALLED, AND ME HE ASKED TO TALK TO....! DAVIS IS REALLY GRASPING FOR STRAWS.

Tani: Chaos showed me, she keeps bringing it up, she keeps bugging people, she keeps probing to try to find out. I said "yeah, go ahead, tell her the bare facts." Whatever *else* he said to her is his business.

John: See above. Idiot.

Comment: HE IS NOW DENYING THE REALITY UNDER HIS NOSE, THE LOGS OF HIS WIFE BUGGING THE SHIT OUT OF CHAOS.

Tani: Oh, rest assured that nothing Chaos said has changed any opinion I already held about Jacqueline.... (that she is the lowest kind of moron...)

Comment: RIGHT, I PSYCHED HER OUT AS A GOSSIPY LITTLE MORON THE DAY I TALKED TO HER AND I NEVER CHANGED MY OPINION BECAUSE IT HAS PROVEN TO BE 100% TRUE. SHE'S A MORON. SHE IS THE LOWEST KIND OF MORON.

John: And nothing you have said or done to date has changed my opinion about you, jantsang: you are a first-rate nutjob, not of sufficient caliber to serve as Soylent Green for the Iraqis. I will rest as I always do...quite well, secure in the knowledge that I am not a psycho such as yourself, secure in the knowledge that I am taking care of business instead of rumor-mongering and being obsessed with 'the he-said, she-said BULLSHIT...'.

Comment: WHERE DID HE GET AN OPINION ABOUT ME? HE TALKED TO ME ON A PHONE, I LISTENED AS HE SAID 15 MINUTES OF NOTHING ABOUT MARTIAL ARTS THAT ANY GOD DAMNED GHETTO KID COULD HAVE SAID 100 TIMES BETTER AND FASTER. WHERE DID HE GET AN OPINION OF ME? FROM MOTHER HEN, OF COURSE. AND HE'S NOT AFFECTED BY HER? OH NO? HE IS A RUMOR MONGERER AND THE DAVIS COUPLE IS WELL KNOWN TO BE THIS. SHE DIDN'T HAVE THE HEART TO TELL ANYONE ASKING THAT THAT IN THE ROOM. SHE SHOULD HAVE JUST TOLD ANY THAT ASKED, BRUTALLY BLUNT IN THE OLD SATANIC MANNER. OH, AND YEAH, JOHN SURELY DID "TAKE CARE OF BUSINESS" - BY THE TIME OF THIS EMAIL AND THE INCIDENT, NOT LONG AFTER HE WROTE THIS GRUNT.

Tani: Ygraine was kicked out of the COS by Doc himself and for a lot less than she's been up to lately. Now she's back.

John: Ygraine's husband, William, was disaffiliated from the Church of Satan by Doktor, not Ygraine. Ygraine has never been 'kicked' from anything, much less the Church of Satan by Dr. LaVey...especially since she didn't join until shortly after Dr. LaVey's death! Fucking retard, get your facts fucking straight; you'd think someone with your twisted penchant for backstabs, bullshit, and Belial-knows-what would have the sense to make sure all i's were dotted and t's crossed. On the other hand, I don't credit you with the sense to differentiate between the walk/don't walk signs at the corner near your mental ward when the Wardens take you for a stroll.

Comment: AGAIN, MORGENNE CAN TELL ANYONE, SHE HAS KNOWN P AND P FOR YEARS, THEY USED TO REGARD THE "GIDNEY COUPLE" AS A GOD DAMNED PLAGUE. THIS WAS AN ERROR: YGRAINE WAS NOT IN THE COS WHEN WILLIAM GIDNEY WAS KICKED OUT (NOT DISAFFILIATED) OR WHEN DOC WAS EVEN ALIVE. HE WAS KICKED OUT FOR KKK RITUALS AND RACISM. COUGH! AUSCHWITZ MOCKERIES NOW? MY HAVE THEY HAVE PROGRESSED. IN FACT, A GOOD SEARCH THROUGH DEJA ARCHIVES SHOWS A CLEAR PICTURE OF HOW COS REGARDED THE GIDNEY COUPLE. ANDRE SCHLESINGER HEH, WHAT HE DID TO THE COUPLE WHEN THEY VISITED? YGRAINE WAS MORE THAN ANXIOUS TO GOSSIP OUT THE ENTIRE STORY, EVERY BORING DETAIL. THIS IS WHAT, 2 YEARS LATER OR MORE? SHE IS STILL HAVING DRAMA ABOUT PAUL VALENTINE AND ALl TOO WILLING TO GOSSIP OUT THE ENTIRE TALE, TO ANYONE TOO, NOT JUST TO COS MEMBERS.

Tani: Do YOU think it's so wise to get so chummy with a person who's STILL DOING what she did when Doc kicked her out?

John: Do I find it wise to be friends with someone who is a fellow Member of the Church of Satan, who has shown herself time and again to be a good and true friend to both my mate and myself, who realizes the truth of the matter (that you're nuckin' futs)? Yes. Choke on it.

Comment: THERE YOU HAVE IT. MOTHER HEN IS HIS FRIEND TOO. THERE YOU HAVE IT. SURE, BE LIKE STUPID CHRISTIANS AND GET THE WHOLE ADL AGAINST THE COS - GO AHEAD. GET THE REAL IDENTITY CHRISTIANS AGAINST THE COS, GO AHEAD. IT IS BAD ENOUGH THAT NON-JEWS THAT REACT TO SUCH ANTICS HATE THEIR GUTS AND HATE WITH A PURE PURE HEART. OH, HE MADE ANOTHER DEATH WISH?

Tani: And let us apply the same standards: you fret over Les Masters' stupid flames?

John: Nope. Wrong again, psycho. I indulge in flaming leslie masters on alt.sludge from time to time, as I enjoy flaming allee's pathetic ass.

Comment: AS SUCH, LES MASTERS SHOULD RIGHTLY FLAME "THE WIDOW." I WOULD. I REJOICE WHEN SCUM PERISH. JOHN ENJOYS THIS HELLISH CONFLICT: KLIPPOTH THEN, KLIPPOTH NOW, OOOPS, NO, CORPSE NOW - OH, SAME THING.

Tani: He has stopped flaming the COS having come to some reasoning about the entire org. He sees for himself that one person (Andre Schlesinger as everyone knows) doesn't make "the whole org." Oh, can't HE change?

John: In other words, you would (and HAVE) accepted a known enemy of the Church of Satan, an enemy who has committed the illegal act of posting to alt.sludge the CoS Grotto Masters' Handbook, who has conducted for -months- a smear campaign against High Priestess Barton, Magister Gilmore, Reverend Schlesinger, et. al., as well as the Church of Satan in toto into your erstwhile chatroom. You would (and HAVE) suffered his company, so long as he conforms to -your- chatroom rules? Are you that starved for persons who refuse to tell you that the proverbial emperor is wearing no clothes, i.e., that you are so utterly full of shit that the stink of it sickens Norwegians? You go ahead and give succor to the enemy, jantsang...where I come from we give no quarter.

Comment: OUR RULES, AGREED UPON, NOT MY RULES. OH, I HAVE COLLABORATED WITH ENEMIY AGENTS OF FOREIGN GOVERNMENT AIMING NUCLEAR WEAPONS AT THE USA? HARDLY. THE ILLEGAL ACT OF POSTING A BOOK? I DON'T SEE LES MASTERS IN JAIL. WHAT A SMALL WORLD MORON. WRONG, WHERE I COME FROM WE GIVE NO QUARTER. HE'S DEAD. GOOD RIDDANCE. AND I HOPE HIS BITCH CHOKES ON HER GRIEF. DAMN RIGHT I LET LES IN THE ROOM. AND AM I LOYAL TO A CORPORATION THAT DOESN'T PAY ME? THAT DOESN'T EVEN HAVE ONE MILLION IN FUNDS? I AM NOT A SHARE HOLDER. SO? NO - I DO WHAT I WANT TO DO AND AM MY OWN MASTER, AND THE DAY SOMEONE WHO IS NOT PAYING ME IS 'MY BOSS' I'LL MOCK MYSELF IN THE SAME MANNER. I'LL HANG OUT WITH, AND HAVE FUN WITH, ANYONE I CHOOSE TO DO THAT WITH. LES MASTERS IS NOT AN ISLAMIC TERRORIST UNDER THE PAY OF BEN LADIN OUT TO SABOTAGE THE PENTAGON. DUH.

Tani: Chaos offered to do something for you, computer stuff, or so it looks that way - for free? I don't know anything about it.

John: If you don't know anything about it, then how do you know that chaos offered us anything, much less some gist of the particulars?

Comment: THE MAN IS THAT STUPID? HE SENT ME ALL OF SIR CHAOS'S EMAILS! HE WANTED ME TO SEE THEM! HE WAS STUPID, AND FORGETFUL. MORONS. HE SENT ME ALL OF CHAOS'S EMAILS AND HIS OWN PETTY GOSSIPY THOUGHTS ABOUT CHAOS. HE EVEN CALLED ME UP TO ASK ME IF HE "SHOULD" LET CHAOS IN ON THE SCS. WHAT DID I SAY TO THIS MINDLESS IDIOT: "I CAN *NOT* AND WILL *NOT* TELL YOU WHAT TO DO WITH YOUR OWN ORGANIZATION. CHOOSE FOR YOURSELF. IF YOU DON'T LIKE CHAOS THEN THAT'S THAT. IF YOU WANT HIM IN, THEN THAT'S THAT." THAT IS WORD FOR WORD WHAT I SAID - AND I WOULD NOT SAY MORE. HE KEPT TRYING TO GET MORE. I WOULDN'T GIVE MORE. HE HAD NO MIND OF HIS OWN. NONE.

John: Can you even spell 'logic'? Yeah, chaos several months ago sent us some computer-generated ideas for our SCS site that were as dynamic, inspired, and powerful as the 8-winged plane or smoking a cigar on the Hindenburg.

Comment: UH, THEN WHY DIDN'T HE JUST SAY THAT TO SIR CHAOS AND BE DONE WITH IT? BECAUSE HE WAS A KLIPPOTH UNABLE TO SPEAK FROM HIS HEART EVEN ABOUT SOMETHING AS SIMPLE AS THIS. AFTER ALL, CHAOS WAS UP FRONT AND OFFERING TO HELP OUT FOR FREE. ALL HE HAD TO SAY WAS EITHER "YES OK," OR "NO THANKS." DUH! AND HE DOESN'T LIKE DRAMA OR ESPIONAGE? HE MADE A "SECRET AGENT" ISSUE OF THIS NOTHINGNESS.

Tani: Your wife has a simple option, instead of playing interrogation games leading to probes about gossip she heard: she can say YES OR NO to Sir Chaos's offer.

John: Did you actually have your nurse read my wife's original response to you, or did some spastic Frenchman mime it to you, idiot? She stated very clearly in her summation that she was tired of the sort of bullshit that is being promulgated by persons (and I use that term -very- loosely) such as yourself. Sounds like a 'no' to me, but I have no idea how the message will reach your excuse for a cognitive process through the twisted, frayed, and oft-burnt wiring of your brain.

Comment: SHE WAS NOT TIRED OF IT. SHE CONTINUED TO TRY TO FIND OUT. YOU HAVE SEEN THE PROOF OF THIS. APPARENTLY JOHNNY COULDN'T READ EITHER. HE WAS TOO BUSY BEING FILLED WITH HIMSELF, TRYING TO FLAME ME. FLAME AWAY DEAD MAN. MY BRAIN IS WIRED JUST FINE. HIS IS ALL OVER THE WALLS AND CARPET.

Tani: Here, see for yourself what prompted Chaos to ask he if he could tell her the bare facts about this MESS that ENDED ONE MONTH AGO.

John: (If it 'ended one month ago' then why are you and your lapdog so concerned about it?

Comment: REPEAT, IT WAS OVER. HIS BITCH KEPT GOING WITH IT. SHE WAS CONCERNED ABOUT THINGS THAT WERE NOT EVEN HER "PLACE" TO ASK QUESTIONS ABOUT.

John: Mayhaps it could be that you are psychotically dependent upon such in-fighting and sundry bullshit and that he's following your lead, having no head of his own? And at-ease the caps...it's one of your most annoying habits, one of many (such as speaking).)

Comment: LOOK AT THE PROVEN LUNATIC PSYCHO CALLING ME ONE. EGO PROJECTING CORPSE MAKING FUTILE AND PATHETIC QUIPS AT WHAT I SHOWED WHICH WAS VERY CLEAR.

THIS IS LAST AND PERTINENT PORTION OF A LOG WITH JACQUELINE AND SIR CHAOS INTERSPERCED WITH NOTES BY ME TO JOHN PROVING THE LOGIC OF WHAT SHE WAS GOING (TRYING TO DIG UP INFORMATION) AND TINGED WITH HIS 'WONDERFULLY WRY SENSE OF NON-HUMAN':

<JacquelineSCS> As far as the bs going on within the CoS right now?  I

cannot speak for John, but I personally find it pathetic and sad.  

<Sir_Chaos> Heh heh heh.  Drama queens in a bucket.  In actuality very

little is going on.

NOTE THIS: (Note this, jantsang: me giving you the fuckin' finger.)

<Sir_Chaos> Heh heh heh.  Drama queens in a bucket.  In actuality very

little is going on.

<JacquelineSCS> Perhaps.  I don't know...I am not connected to the

higher-ups.  But I grow weary of the 'goings-on'.

NOTE: That is a PROBE, dear.

John: Don't call me dear, deer. The only probe with which you would be familiar is of the anal type, administered by your friendly, local Soviet police. Your paranoid and delusive mind has twisted a simple chat into machinations of the greatest intrigue and subterfuge. Of course, that is because this is to what you are accustomed; your simple and paranoid mind cannot accept that what you have quoted above was just my wife talking to someone in PM. No subterfuge, no bullshit a la jantsang, just chat. "Sometimes a cigar is just a cigar" --Freud. "A is A" --Rand.

Comment: WRONG. HIS PARANOID AND DELUSIVE MIND (FOR REAL FOLKS!) TWISTS STUPID FLAME WARS WITH FCOS AND COS INTO WORLD CONSPIRACY OF HIGHEST ORDER, OF MONUMENTAL IMPORTANCE (NOT IN REAL LIFE AT ALL). MY LOGICAL MIND KNOWS HOW TO READ A PROBE WHEN I SEE ONE. READ THE THING YOURSELVES.

Tani: Chaos just said VERY LITTLE is going on. She could NOT accept that.

LOG CONTINUES:

<Sir_Chaos> Perhaps if you told me what you think is "going on" I could

clarify things for you.  

<JacquelineSCS> Well, though I know Mag. J is a friend of yours - and

indeed is a friend of mine - it has been perceived by some that her

recent activities have been a 'crusade' against Rev. S.  Before you think

you have 'juice' to tell her, be aware that she and I have talked about

this extensively, so there's nothing new.

NOTE: This is an idea out of the brain of Ygraine - WHO REALLY HAS a reason to hate Andre Schlesinger if that LONG detailed thing she said is true. True or not, that is her perception of what happened between her and Andre. I don't know Andre! I know nothing about him. SOMETHING in that long detailed account apparently has "betrayed Peggy." I have NO idea what that could be. *

Log continues:

 * Sir_Chaos nods.  

<JacquelineSCS> Now, as a good little obedient SCS student *choking with

laughter*, explain what is going on?  

<Sir_Chaos> You understand, right, that *I* was a primary contributor to

that "crusade" - and I can say easily that there was none.    

NOTE AGAIN: (Note me again giving you the finger, you churlish cunt.)

<Sir_Chaos> You understand, right, that *I* was a primary contributor to

that "crusade" - and I can say easily that there was none.

<Sir_Chaos> What was discovered actually quite vindicated Shlesinger.

<JacquelineSCS> Rev. S is not a popular guy.  For me, it stops right

there.

<JacquelineSCS> As I have told Mag. J:  Rev. S doesn't like me.  I don't

like him.  We live and let live.  End of story. 

NOTE: NO it is not end of story as she CONTINUES to probe for answers

John: Yeah, that's how your fucked-up paranoid mind would see it.

Comment: NO, THAT'S WHAT IS IN THE LOG, IT IS WHAT JACQUELINE CONTINUED TO DO.

NOTE: And she SHOULD have shut up [...]

John: -You- should shut the fuck up; you're an insane and paranoid sorry excuse for the air and food you waste on a daily basis by your consumption of same. My wife has every right to do, say, think, and act as she fuckin' likes...who the fuck are you to say differently?! You don't like my wife or her actions/thoughts/speech? So fuckin' what.

Comment: NOW HE IS DEFENDING HIS WIFE'S RIGHT TO PESTER CHAOS WITH QUESTIONS! LOL.

John: You thought our portable 'ran out of juice' when you and I were disconnected during that phone conversation? Wrong. I got tired of listening to your mile-a-minute insane bullshit and hung up on your stupid ass. You're a credit to the Church of Satan in the same way that octupi are a credit to space flight.

Comment: HUH? HE CALLED ME TO ASK "IF SIR CHAOS IS BLAH BLAH" AND WHINED ON ABOUT MARTIAL ARTS. I WASN'T SAYING ANYTHING TO HIM. HE WAS SPEAKING TO ME! ABOUT THE SCS. HIS PORTABLE RAN OUT OF JUICE - IT MADE THAT SOUND. NOW HE'S OUTRIGHT LYING. WHAT HAPPENED NEXT IS THAT JACQUI PICKED UP SOME EXTENTION - SHE WAS ON THE PHONE AND I DIDN'T WANT TO HEAR 15 MORE MINUTES OF DRONING BORING SHIT SO I PUT PHIL ON AND TOLD HIM TO TALK OVER HER HEAD ABOUT SCIENCE - JUST TO GET RID OF IT, ER, I MEAN HER. THAT IS WHAT HAPPENED - WHAT REALLY HAPPENED.

<Sir_Chaos> What occurred was primarily fueled by a number of complaints

- mostly, I gotta tell ya damn near all (but not entirely) false ones.

<JacquelineSCS> Really!  I'm guessing Nancy?  

<Sir_Chaos> The only "crusade" was to calm the shit down, that all the

whining can stop.  

<JacquelineSCS> Apparently it has.  

<Sir_Chaos> nancy...  O, that girl.

<Sir_Chaos> She originally had a very valid complaint.  But she blew up.  

<JacquelineSCS> I made peace with that chit via email, and then she

turned around and attacked me.  I have no use for her -at all-.   

NOTE: We already know this, we already SAW the drama

John: As my late father was fond of saying, "What's this 'we' shit, paleface?" You're almost universally known to be a fuckin' psycho...take your meds, get back into the straitjacket and deal with the padded walls, nutjob.

Comment: THIS IS NOT WHAT PEOPLE WHO REALLY KNOW ME, KNOW AT ALL. ON THE CONTRARY. SHIT FACED LITTLE MORONS SHOUTING "ZIEG HEIL" NEED THE MEDICINE. GOOD RIDDANCE TO BAD GARBAGE.

NOTE: why is Jacqueline REPEATING this? (in the logs)

John: Why the fuck do -you- care what my wife has to say in PM with another Member? Oh, wait...I forgot that your life is so useless, meaningless, and pale as to need to create such intrigues where none exist.

Comment: IS HE STUPID? (duh!) CHAOS CALLED ME UP! JOHN WAS RETARDED, SIMPLE AS THAT. RETARDED.

NOTE: (referring to we already know this: she reiterated it) To BORE US?

John: Yes, by all means, let us discover or better yet -create- new intrigues for jantsang the jackass to spend what few years remain her fretting over. If you're bored, it's of your own doing...fuck off.

Comment: AS OLE SAID WHO SAW THE ENTIRE DOCUMENT: THEY DON'T WANT ME TO SCRAPE THEIR KLIPPOTHIC SHIT OFF OF PEOPLE WHO HATE THEIR FUCKIN GUTS.

NOTE: (re Jacqueline's prior pesterings) 20 god damned people saw it. She is DWELLING on it by mouthing off about it AGAIN right here.

John: I'll say it again, although I doubt a diamond-tipped bit in a hammer drill would get it through your fuckin' head: she was just chatting. You probably believe Adam Weishaupt is still running the Illuminati, don't you? Cretin.

Comment: NO, THAT IS MORE HIS STYLE WITH HIS BUSHIDO BULLSHIT. VAD CHALLENGED HIM ON THAT ISSUE YOU KNOW, SO DID OLE, HIS OBSESSION WITH THE SICKEST ASPECTS OF SAMURAI SOCIETY AND DAVIS WAS SO FUCKING STUPID HE COULDN'T EVEN DEFEND THE SHIT HE SAID. JAPANESE FASCISM MY ASS. THAT IS NOT SATANISM BABY. I SWEAR, I'VE HEARD MORE QUICK AND KNOWLEDGEABLE TALK ABOUT MARTIAL ARTS FROM TEENAGE GHETTO BLACK KIDS STUDYING IT.

<Sir_Chaos> Now she is close to being banned even from here, for blowing

up like that.

<JacquelineSCS> Yes, she did attack several people for no reason.

Again, we KNOW THIS duh. She likes to tell us that the world is round, too maybe?

John: She's -chatting-, she's having a conversation online, you fucking troglodyte. Ah, fuck it... you're too goddamned dense to understand.

Comment: CHAOS WANTED TO KNOW IF HE COULD TELL HER WHAT SHE KEPT ASKING HIM ABOUT. THAT MADE IT "NOT JUST A CHAT" ANYMORE.

NOTE: Our kind are not in the habit of talking about such SOAP OPERA nothingness.

John: Your kind depends on "such SOAP OPERA nothingness" to feel alive.

Tani: And Ygraine ONLY talks about such things. Oh yeah, when she's not talking about that NOISE she makes that she calls music. John: Oh, you mean to refer to a Member of the Church of Satan who is actively doing something -in the real world- to forward Satanic ideals? Pardon me while I halfheartedly attempt to stifle a snort of the most supreme derision. You, 'resting on your laurels' jantsang, who flaunts the title Magistra, yet hasn't done dick but shit-disturb since penning the so-called dark doctrines? You would attempt to cast aspersions on someone doing something -right now- in the real world? Fuck you.

Comment: HO HO, APPARENTLY MOTHER HEN HAS NO IDEA THAT WE PRODUCE A FANZINE, OR A NOVEL, OR THAT WE PRODUCED SCHOLARY WORKS HAILED BY ONE OF THE WORLD'S TOP HISTORIANS: J. ARCH GETTY? I AM PRODUCTIVE ENOUGH THAT I AM RETIRED. NONE OF THESE PEOPLE CAN SAY THAT. BUT I DON'T HAVE TO SCREAM ABOUT MY PRODUCTIVITY TO THE WORLD. QUALITY, NOT QUANTITY.

From previous: Sir Chaos dictates from the telephone, he'll be gone for a week: (asked me to give this to Pete and Peggy). I did. "Jaqueline was not so freaky before when I met her online. It's kind a recent thing for her to twitch like this. There is somthing fishy about this "girlfriends" shit. I suspect a clinger, and if it's so, she may have also touched Peggy. Keep an eye out. I'm not exactly sure what's up with Jacqueline but I know she was a different girl when I met her and Tani said she was friendly to her also. Now you can almost see Ygraine's words coming out of Jacqueline. Ygraine reached out and stained Roccio and you can see its effects. She seems to do this to multiple people, with similar manifestations in each. They get all bitchy and nasty and otherwise klippothic. Keep an eye out. I don't know where Ygraine gets that from, that I'm cold. Last I saw her I was asking her about her CD but I have not seen her in about a week." John: I.e., your lapdog wishes to perpetuate the 'he-said, she-said bullshit'. Fuck the both of you needy bastards.

Comment: NOW CHAOS IS MY LAPDOG? HE'S ONE OF THE ONES WHO PSYCHED OUT THE MOTHER HEN SHIT - NOT VICE VERSA. I HAVE NOT BEEN ONLINE LONG ENOUGH TO KNOW THIS. HE ALSO BROUGHT THE 100'S OF COMPLAINTS ABOUT SATANNET TO MY ATTENTION HOPING I COULD DO SOMETHING. I COULD NOT. BUT P AND P COULD. THAT'S HOW THAT WHOLE THING STARTED: COS LOSING THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS - OK, (someone said it's nothing), I AGREE, IT'S NOTHING. IT'S NOTHING TO ME. I AM NOT THE ONE LOSING THE MONEY. COS IS. I SAID OK, I'D DO IT (bring complaints to P and P). (As one COS member said to me) IT'S JUST TRIVIAL MATTER THAT COS LOST THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS. OK. YOU SAID IT. "TRIVIAL MATTER." IN FACT, JACQUELINE KNOWS PEOPLE WHO QUIT THE COS OR DIDN'T JOIN, TOO. THE BIGGEST STORY TELLER ABOUT LOSING THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS IS YGRAINE IN THE FIRST PLACE. ALL BECAUSE OF ANDRE SCHLESINGER, ACCORDING TO HER. I SHOWED P AND P THAT, I ALSO SHOWED ANDRE.

Tani: Previous to this, logs were shown to Pete and Peggy with your wife INSINUATING she just got off the phone with someone "on high." When I wrote to Peggy about this NON-issue - Peggy told me didn't even know what it was about. So I showed Peggy

John: "And so when the teacher didn't believe that Jimmy had been dipping my pigtails in the inkwell...." *eyeroll* Grow the fuck up.

Comment: APPARENTLY HE ALSO DOESN'T GIVE A SHIT IF COS LOSES THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS.

Tani: Little Jacqui playing Gestapo with me about the rules VAD AND I agreed on. Bickering and quibbling with me over what the damned Council of Nine did or did not say. Mandates and all that bullshit.

John: (this from the intrique-queen jantsang...talk about two-faced hypocrisy) We know what the Council said regarding the creation of a new chatroom. You have twisted what they said to suit your own ends, of course. Or perhaps your psychotic brain actually believes your bullshit...whatever.

Comment: I HAVE SINCE POSTED IT HEH. HEH, THE COUNCIL ALSO ADDED THE WORDS 'COMPETITION.' VAD AND I NEVER THOUGHT OF IT THAT WAY. FUCK COMPETITION AND FUCK SATANNET.

Tani: She is worse than "Nancy on a flame roll" who at least KNOWS how to back down and STOP. But she is BAD at coming onto chatrooms and starting fights with people who are peacefully chatting on there. She is compulsive about it.

John: Nancy is an illiterate felon; my wife is an educated, beautiful, articulate and talented lady. As far as my wife starting shit in chatrooms, it was attested to by all in your facade of a chatroom that it was Nancy who started the shit. Or did you not log that? *sneer*

Comment: FACADE OF A CHAT ROOM? LOL LOL LOL. HE'S REALLY GROPING DOWN DEEP NOW... AND YOU THINK THIS MORON WAS INTELLIGENT? HE'S AS MUCH A FUCKING MORON AS HIS WIFE.

Tani: [...] many people don't like it when they see the new NOT-improved Jacqueline

John: My wife needs no improvement, as she is perfect as is; how green does your envy of my wife color you, old woman?

Comment: ENVY? OF WHAT? I'M ONE OF THE PRETTIEST WOMEN IN THE COS LOL - FOR SHAME - AT MY AGE TOO! HE DELIBERATELY MISREADS THIS - THE NEW IMPROVED JACQUI REFERRED TO THE ONE WHERE MOTHER HEN'S WORDS POUR OUT OF HER MOUTH. I HEARD ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED EARLIER, MOTHER HEN HAD TO CHASE HER INTO THE OTHER FCOS CHATROOM TO PROTECT HER? BUT JACQUI IS A MARTIAL ARTIST! MOTHER HEN IS A FAT OUT OF SHAPE, DEFORMED, BUCK-TOOTHED PIECE OF TRASH THAT WAS MARRIED TO A FIRST HUSBAND THAT ABUSED THE SHIT OUT OF HER (SHE HAD 3 KIDS FROM THAT ONE BTW). JACQUI DOESN'T EVEN SHOW "HER IMAGE." SOUNDS FAMILIAR - I KNOW ANOTHER COS WOMAN THAT NEVER USED TO DO THAT EITHER THEN I RAN INTO HER: SHE'S ABOUT ONE OF THE UGLIEST FEMALES I EVER SAW IN MY LIFE: I WAS SHOCKED WHEN I SAW HER. FURTHERMORE, HE IS THE ONE WHO CHOSE TO SPLATTER HIS BRAINS OUT ALL OVER THE WALL AND CARPET INSTEAD OF LIVING WITH HIS PERFECT, BEAUTIFUL WIFE. YES, I'M OLD, I HAVE LIVED A FULL AND RICH LIFE FILLED WITH MUCH JOY. HE HASN'T. AND HIS WIFE WON'T. SHE PREFERS TO OBSESS OVER ME - OF COURSE, BEING PROVOKED BY YGRAINE OF COURSE, OF COURSE.

Tani: a chat room made by YGRAINE AND NAGY that promoted Auschwitz and made mockery of such human misery.

Comment: THIS IS IN ERROR. NAGY MADE THE AUSCHWITZ CHATROOM, YGRAINE IS THE ONE WITH THE AUSCHWITC DANCING GIRLS. PEOPLE WANTING TO FILE SERIOUS COMPLAINTS ABOUT THIS (TO WHO? ME? GOD DAMMIT), CONFUSED THE TWO, OR MAYBE THERE WAS NO CONFUSION AT ALL. IF IT HEIL'S LIKE A NAZI, THINKS AND IS LIKE A NAZI, GEE, IT'S A NAZI. LOOK! MORE KLIPPOTHS.

John: Jews suffered and died. So fuckin' what? Don't care. Crosstown bus got turned over today and fourteen sheeple burned to death. So fuckin' what? Don't care. Africans are dying of starvation by the thousands...so! fucking! what! Don't care. Drop your cross, there, Jesus. WAKE UP.

Comment: JEWS? JUST JEWS? I DON'T THINK SO. POINT BEING PEOPLE WILL GO AFTER YOU FOR MOCKING THIS SHIT OUT. DELIBERATE GENOCIDE IS *NOT* THE SAME THING AS ACCIDENTS OR STARVATION BY FAMINE. POINT BEING THAT JEWS WERE THE TOP OF THE LINE IN A REAL DOG EAT DOG SOCIETY WHERE THE MONKEYS IN THAT SOCIETY THOUGHT JEWS WERE DEMONIC FOR THEIR INTELLIGENCE AND SKILL AND TRIED TO WIPE THEM OUT. THIS HAS NOTHINGTO DO WITH FAMINE OR ACCIDENTS. THERE WAS NOTHING ACCIDENTAL ABOUT IT.

John: You wake the fuck up, shit-disturber.

Tani: And STOP emailing me. I'm busy doing things I like to do that have nothing to do with "girlfriends clubs" or klip-talk about bullshit. You are (THEY ARE STILL BUSY) cluttering up my mailbox with this shit.

John: Yeah, you're a whirlwind of productivity. *smirk*

Comment: AS A MATTER OF FACT - WE ARE - BUT HE NEVER SAW THE OTHER WEBSITES. I DO NOT PRODUCE FOR 'THE CORPORATION.' I PRODUCE FOR MYSELF. AND THE SORRIEST THING PEGGY EVER SAID TO ME WAS SHE BITCHED THAT MORENA FAUST IS "MAKING MONEY" WITH HER SATAN2000.COM AS IF MAKING MONEY IS BAD. WHAT A SORRY THING TO SAY. NOW IT'S BAD TO MAKE MONEY? ONE MUST TITHE AND TITHE FOR SOME CHRISTIAN CHURCH?

Tani: I'll give you one BIG fact we uncovered with our necessarily SNEAKY investigation: Nagy hates Andre and poses as Liz Dictator "and if you don't agree with Liz you are an asshole - and Liz is connected, Liz is on high there, Liz has power blah blah." YOU and your wife hate Andre. And Ygraine has 100 times a reason to hate that boy and there is no way in hell anyone "gets over" that kind of treatment. BIG CONCLUSION: ANDRE HAS DONE NO WRONG, save being very rude to some people. That is what we proved. ANDRE: INNOCENT OF CHARGES. OTHERS did what he got blamed for. And THAT is part of what went to HP Blanche Barton to see - and to Peg and Pete in the form of logs and emails. Now you know. Now please SHUT UP!

John: How about -you- shut up, cunt? Or better yet, make my world a better place and just die.

Comment: ANOTHER DEATH WISH? THERE YOU HAVE IT. AND NOW HE IS DEAD. IT IS AS SIMPLE AS THAT. THREE TIMES HE SAID THIS TO ME - HE WILLED IT, HE WISHED IT. WORDS ARE ALSO ACTS OF WILL SINCE HIS HANDS TYPED THEM OUT AND HIS PHYSICAL BRAIN THOUGHT THEM UP. AND THIS IS PROBABLY THE LAST EMAIL THIS STUPID PIECE OF SHIT WROTE. CHECK THE DATE ON IT. I REJOICE! ONE LESS KLIPPOTH IN THE WORLD.

Tani: And you DO realize, I HAVE said, that OTHERS can read what's emailed to this address?

(NOTE: IT IS A COMPANY EMAIL, NO PROBLEM FOR ME EMAILING *FROM* IT. BUT IT IS A PROBLEM IF YOU DON'T WANT A FORMER ADL OFFICIAL AND A COP TO SEE WHAT YOU WRITE TO ME THERE.)

John: You obviously have me confused with someone who gives a shit. John Charles Davis Founder and Head Instructor, Satanic Combat Sciences "Iron-Handed, Death-Defiant, Mighty-Minded!"

Comment: BWHAHAHA I HAVE TO LAUGH AT THAT SIGNATURE NOW. YES, I AGREE THAT THIS ZIEG HEIL CLIQUE OF HEIL SATANERS IS STUPID, TRIVIAL, MORONIC AND MUCH BETTER OFF DEAD. IF ONLY TO HAVE LESS OF THAT ATROCIOUS NOISE BEING MADE AND PASSED OFF AS MUSIC.... YEAH. IRON was in his hands alright. DEATH defiant but ooops, bullets do kill. MIGHTY brain splattered on wall and carpet. PATHETIC. PATHETIC. THE MAN IS, ON HINDSIGHT, A PROVEN LUNATIC PSYCHO.

Tani (to others): Look - like it or not. They are in the Zieg Heil click - with CONSPIRATORIUM and www.november9 OK?

They INCLUDED that Conspiratorium person in the cc's. that's the NAZI faction in the COS (just one of them...) - they are PART OF IT. Are you all BLIND? They can beat around the bush all they want - NO ONE is blind. They can deny that all they like - ADMITTING IT OPENLY would probably get them booted out of the COS (or perhaps I'm WRONG? PROVE ME WRONG!). Bushido cult or Mishimi was Jap FASCISM - HEIL - that shit.

Note to a COS person unnamed. I KNOW some of you have respect for them - ok. You will get judged by many due to your ASSOCIATIONS and you don't seem to understand why. It had NOTHING TO DO with martial arts! It had ALL to do with that Zieg Heil SHIT. I'm TELLING YOU why. I hope you respect your REAL teacher of Tai Kwan Do a LOT MORE. He is your REAL TEACHER.

You have to understand something - the people who judged you were REALLY NICE PEOPLE. GET IT? Where was his LOGIC, even his ability to see what I explained his wife did? He could have said to her "well wait." Or he could have told her it was NOT RIGHT to question the personal rules of a Rev and Mag in the COS or ANYONE ELSE about their own chat room? Or butting into information that is for the HP only about SERIOUS SHIT - and he goes and poo poos it in an attempt to mock?

He could have explained to her what EVERY GOD DAMNED MORON IN Satanism understands - and what the smart ones understand even BETTER.

Instead he chose to commit an ACT OF WILL - and write that SHIT to me. And worse. He wrote it after I told him to NOT EMAIL ME AGAIN.

They were KNOWN for being catty and untrustworthy people. KNOWN. Morganne knows this and she goes way back in COS to a time that the Gidney's were considered a plague (the Gidney's PLURAL).

Just UNDERSTAND this - and DO NOT be shocked if you are misjudged by MORE NICE PEOPLE. LOOK before you leap!

I don't care what you do, I'd never TELL you what to do either. I'm just speaking MY SIDE so that you KNOW it. I'm not going to lie to you and pretend it's something else.